Almost Gave up blogging today.

As you can see from the title, I really did feel like doing it just now.

Why, you may ask.

It's because I forgot my own username and I cannot remember my password.
Someone scream ALZHEIMERS already!

I really think I do have that.

Such an early age.

I need to get a journal to record everything down before it's too late and I forget who my friends are!


So, I really have not been updating these past few days and I decided to give you guys a PLAY BY PLAY.

Like christine...with the dates and everything.


HERE I GO.


3rd August 2009
Let me remember a few details.

Went to school. Ended class at 1.
Photograpgy was a torture. It's really difficult.
BUMMER.
Went back home. Rest a little.
Go out at 5:15 and reach work late.
But, that's alright.
Finish work at 11 and got a ride back home from dad.
Reach home and went to the internet and surf like crazy.
Slept at 4.

4th August 2009
Woke up at 12. Bathe.
Feel bad for skipping school (again).
Went out of the house at 1 and reach Woodgroves Secondary School at 2.20 pm.
End of work= End of being such a dork at school.
Contact friends to eat dinner.
They were busy with homework and important stuff.
I can't blame them.
I was so last minute.
So ate alone.
At long john.
The depression sank in.

5th August 2009.
Went to school. But late. Reach about half an hour later.
Teacher forgave such a conduct and decided to chillax.
Felt like a loner in class.
Depression sunk in really fast.
Texted friends to say I miss them(I REALLY DO SO SO SO SO MUCH).
They texted back to say they do too. (MISS ME, I MEAN).
Felt really sad. Wanted to run to MI.
Almost cried in class.
Classmate body language scream that they wanted to avoid me in everyway.
Call my dad to fetch me and have lunch together.
Dad came to the rescue.
Cried in the car....broke down, finally.
Dad suggested a few brutal way to tackle those people who have hurt me.
I smiled. Because my dad still love me. So much from what I have seen.
Ate at Macs with Dad and had alot of fun talking to my father!
Went back home and cried to sister again.
She understood the situation better and ask if I wanted her to come and fetch me everyday after school?
Isn't she such an angel?
I LOVE HER TO BITS.

6th August 2009
It was a thurday.
No school. No work.
I love EVERY minute of it!
it's really gr8 to stay at home and not be bothered by anyone.
I mostly slept the whole day.
Enjoying the feel of my bed and dreaming about Nick Jonas.

TODAY- 7TH AUGUST 2009
Went to school.
Met Video Production lecturer for the first time.
He was way boring.
And uncool.
In a very likable way. And he is adorable!
With his half black, half white specs.
LOL.
Found a guy I like.
Really cute and nerdy.
With specs and even awkward movement.
Love to look at him cause it makes him kind of nervous.
Hahaha.
Went to work.
Enjoyed every minute of it.
Went back home.

Menses cramp kicking in and I even made it my MSN name. LOL.

That's it. I know it's not as elaborative as Christine but I couldn't find the power to remember every detail that day. Guess its not that significant huh?

Never going to update like this again.

Love,
Shilla.

PS
I love all my friends in MI!!