Let me give you a little update in this new itouch, boo!!!


Went for shangri-la interview a while back and it was an interesting interview. When I walked out of the interviewing room, I could not help but felt that I did a good job in convincing the interviewee that I was a good candidate for the job. I felt totally elated and quite certain that I had the job in my pocket.
3 days pass and still I got no call so I decided that I would give them a call to check about my status and to, secretly, release my curiosity!!! Then, this is where the unexpected comes in. 
When I called, the person told me that the decision was not made yet and I should wait until next week. I Hung up the phone feelig a bit dejected.
A week passed and finally someone from shangri-la called but I didn't pick up the phone because at that point of time I was working and I could not pick up the phone. So when I saw the missed call, I kinda knew that it was from Shangri-la so I got a teeny weeny excited!!! However, once I got a hold if the person who was calling me just now, it wasn't that great of a news. 
His name is Dennis and he is one mother fu**er. He actually told me that I was offered another job called housekeeping clerk.
Now, all I can think about was the word housekeeping. I ain't going to clean up people's shit. No way in hell am I going to do that. Boo, I don't even clean my own shit. 
So I said to this mother Fu**er that I ain't doing that shit. But he said that the job is almost similar to the one I applied so I said why not. So I said I could do that almost same thing and head down to Shangri-la only to find that mother fu**er set me up for another interview and not sign those damn paper of appointment!!! 
I was pissed and disappointed that I wanted to punch his face.  And do you know how long that interview took? A whole damn 5 minutes!!! It was a waste of time and money!!!!

So. Boo, you must now be so confused. Don't you worry, I go the job I applied for in the end. 2 weeks after I interviewed, the interviewee called me and said that she tried to call me right after our interview but she couldn't reach me. She told me about how much the job actually sucks and she said to get ready for pressure. After she told me all that she asked me to come down to sign the letter of appointment. 

When I hung up the phone, I really could not believe my luck. This was my first time getting a job that I interviewed for without going to a million others. 

So there!!! The update!!! 

Lots of love, 
Shilla    

Heartbroken.

I know what it's like

To be heartbroken.

I know what it's like

To sit alone.

Holding your chest.

Hoping your heart stays in.

I know what it's like

To be not able to breath

And yet, you don't understand

Why you are still breathing.

I know what it's like

To see nothing at all

But that of darkness.

I know what it's like

To feel like there is no more tears

and how your cheeks stays wet.

I know what it's like

To feel that life has ended

and feeling confuse when the clock is still ticking.

I know.

I know you, Heartbreak.

I know.

I know you have come for me.

I know.

At that very moment when my world crashed.

I know.

I know, you will destroy me.

I know.

And yet, I'm letting you stay.