Ok majar bitching session is on NOW! Curse that stupid stupid warner brothers for delaying HPHBP to july next year. LIAR! Thanks NISA for bringing me the news!!!!!!!!! I hate this. I cannot breath! I need to be a bitch! This is bad! I cannot believe it. I have been waiting all YEAR ROUND FOR THIS FUCKING MOVIE! Ok you know it's bad...when I STTART TO SWEAR!!!! I wanna cry seriously!!!! When I first found out...my heart DROPPED.
How can this be happening. STUPID WRITERS STRIKE! It is because of that!!! I cannot believe it.......it's 11 more months!!!! If you do not believe me you can check out the site itself. Trust me YOU WILL BE DISAPPOINTED (did I spell that correctly?) I hate this, it's making my PMS even worst. I cannot control my feelings of disappointment. I mean if I didn't have a PMS today....I think I would have been more rational.....OKAY MAYBE NOT!!!! Definitely not. I would probably be the same.
Well.....there's twilight this year. And if that is going to be postpone....I am seriously going to...going to...going to....I don't know what I will do. I really don't know. I think I would seriously breakdown.
I am at Raz house and she's playing the piano now....it's quite soothing. Makes me a little happy. I am smiling....
This is disappointing. I am sad. Please.....Please make this a nightmare....
It's not real...
It's not real...
It's not real...
It's totally happening. I AM DOOMED! SCREW YOU STUPID WARNER BROTHERS!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Chapter 15
Daniel was getting fed up. Nothing that he was doing was getting Megan closer to him. He did everything he could to get her away from that stupid boyfriend of hers. But, instead of getting her closer, she seemed distant lately. He only gets to see her during rehearsal and nowhere else. One day, when all of them were finished with rehearsing before going to the real set for real filming of the movie, Daniel quickly caught up with Megan before she could escape.
“Hey Megan, can we talk for a while.” Daniel asked. Megan sighed and nodded.
“Sure.”
“In private? Is that ok?” Daniel said, his eyes pleading. Megan felt sorry for him and followed him outside the room to the canteen. When they finally reach there, Megan sat opposite of Daniel and looked at him expectantly.
“Are you avoiding me?”
“Yes.”
“Why?” Daniel asked as he felt his blood boil with anger. How could his fear be coming true? His heart pumped with fear as Megan tried to say something.
“Daniel, I don’t think this conversation will get us anywhere. Please, Daniel.”
“Megan, I want to know why.”
“You’re scaring me, Dan. I feel like I am being haunted by you.” Daniel tensed up when Megan said those words. His brain started to work again and he knew that Megan was scared with his action but he could not help it. She was the closest he could get to her. Megan smiled sympathetically. Daniel was repulsed with himself. How could he let Megan fear him. He should not be selfish. Megan explained to him in a tone that Megan hoped to be comforting. After explaining, Megan squeezed Daniel hand’s and walk away. Daniel stared at his hand. He thought he was over Carla garner but facing reality, he was far from over.
Daniel drove all the way home with his head questioning himself. He was really confused on why he was reacting this way towards Megan. He heard a small voice in his brain saying that she was Carla. Daniel stopped in front of the porch of his house and stayed in the car, contemplating. What can he do to make sure that he has move on? Should he really seek professional help? Daniel knew the answer to that. it came like lightning. The answer was definitely yes. It was time he see someone professional to help him through this crisis.
As Daniel sat in the large sofa that could have fit 3 people, his palm was wet from all his perspiration. He did not know why he was so nervous. One thing for sure, his dad was delighted when Daniel finally wanted to get help. His father was the first to recommend his friend, Ms. Cullen, to Daniel saying that she was the best psychological practitioner in town. Daniel did not delay and called her straight away. The sooner he solve his brain problems, the better he would be. He would not allow himself to be mentally derange. Finally , the door to the big room creaked open and in came, Ms. Cullen. Daniel mouth fell open. She was the most beautiful person he had ever seen in his entire life.
“Good morning. I hope I did not keep you waiting.” She chimed. Her voice was full of bells that seem to soothe him like a song. Daniel did not respond not because he could not find his voice but because his voice was nowhere to be found. So, he just nodded.
“So what can I do for you today, Mr. Radcliffe? From you father, he said that you have a hard time adjusting after the death of your girlfriend.” Ms. Cullen said as she sat on a chair that was opposite daniel’s and crossed her legs, with a clipboard on her lap. Daniel could feel his heart pumping and his brain suddenly squashed. Ms. Cullen was outrageously beautiful and he could not understand why he was feeling all hyped. He could no longer hide the feelings that were making his blood rushed through his veins as if there was a cut. Suddenly, he faintly remembered why he was there in the room. He came here to heal. To let Carla be just a memory in him and not control him. He did not knew for one second that he was already healed. It was like Carla was working her magic on him again. It was like she wanted to make him crazy thinking of her so he could finally see what he has been waiting to help him heal. In this case it was who.
Ms. Cullen was still patiently waiting for Daniel to say something and Daniel could not help but muse at the thought that he must be acting very weird right now. Daniel sat up straighter-or as straight he could- and took a deep breath before he began. For the first time, it felt like he was a new born. The scent coming from Ms. Cullen was amazingly beautiful.
“Well, I think that is about right. A moment ago.” Daniel replied to her. Ms. Cullen face was puzzled. Daniel smiled at her knowing that he probably made no sense at all.
“Ok...well, why don’t you tell me what is it that is bothering you so much. You can tell me anything. It will be just between us.” Ms. Cullen said as she, once again, stared at Daniel waiting for a response.
“I miss her. For awhile, I think her memory has been haunting me. I could not let go..” Daniel said as he went on about Carla like he never had to anyone. Amazingly he felt the weight on his shoulders being lifted. It was not the same as talking to his dad about Carla. This time, Daniel was not as angry and he knew why. Ms. Cullen was the one listening this time. This actually made it a lot easier for Daniel and although he knew that Ms. Cullen was listening because she had to, from her facial expression, Daniel could not help but feel that she wants to hear it. As if she really wants to help him heal.
After one hour talking and listening to advice, it was time to leave. Daniel made it a point to have another appointment with Mandy. That was Ms. Cullen first name. Daniel was glad that Mandy was nice enough to see him again although it was 2 weeks later.
“So I will see you on the 23rd of September then, Daniel.” Mandy said as she held the door to her office.
“Sure thing, doc. It’s really nice in here. Quite comfy.” Daniel said as he put on his parka in the office; looking around seemingly to appreciate the decor of the room. When in fact the real appreciation he would have given would be to Mandy. Daniel looked at her for the last time before leaving and hearing the click sound the door made when Mandy shut it behind him.
Daniel was getting fed up. Nothing that he was doing was getting Megan closer to him. He did everything he could to get her away from that stupid boyfriend of hers. But, instead of getting her closer, she seemed distant lately. He only gets to see her during rehearsal and nowhere else. One day, when all of them were finished with rehearsing before going to the real set for real filming of the movie, Daniel quickly caught up with Megan before she could escape.
“Hey Megan, can we talk for a while.” Daniel asked. Megan sighed and nodded.
“Sure.”
“In private? Is that ok?” Daniel said, his eyes pleading. Megan felt sorry for him and followed him outside the room to the canteen. When they finally reach there, Megan sat opposite of Daniel and looked at him expectantly.
“Are you avoiding me?”
“Yes.”
“Why?” Daniel asked as he felt his blood boil with anger. How could his fear be coming true? His heart pumped with fear as Megan tried to say something.
“Daniel, I don’t think this conversation will get us anywhere. Please, Daniel.”
“Megan, I want to know why.”
“You’re scaring me, Dan. I feel like I am being haunted by you.” Daniel tensed up when Megan said those words. His brain started to work again and he knew that Megan was scared with his action but he could not help it. She was the closest he could get to her. Megan smiled sympathetically. Daniel was repulsed with himself. How could he let Megan fear him. He should not be selfish. Megan explained to him in a tone that Megan hoped to be comforting. After explaining, Megan squeezed Daniel hand’s and walk away. Daniel stared at his hand. He thought he was over Carla garner but facing reality, he was far from over.
Daniel drove all the way home with his head questioning himself. He was really confused on why he was reacting this way towards Megan. He heard a small voice in his brain saying that she was Carla. Daniel stopped in front of the porch of his house and stayed in the car, contemplating. What can he do to make sure that he has move on? Should he really seek professional help? Daniel knew the answer to that. it came like lightning. The answer was definitely yes. It was time he see someone professional to help him through this crisis.
As Daniel sat in the large sofa that could have fit 3 people, his palm was wet from all his perspiration. He did not know why he was so nervous. One thing for sure, his dad was delighted when Daniel finally wanted to get help. His father was the first to recommend his friend, Ms. Cullen, to Daniel saying that she was the best psychological practitioner in town. Daniel did not delay and called her straight away. The sooner he solve his brain problems, the better he would be. He would not allow himself to be mentally derange. Finally , the door to the big room creaked open and in came, Ms. Cullen. Daniel mouth fell open. She was the most beautiful person he had ever seen in his entire life.
“Good morning. I hope I did not keep you waiting.” She chimed. Her voice was full of bells that seem to soothe him like a song. Daniel did not respond not because he could not find his voice but because his voice was nowhere to be found. So, he just nodded.
“So what can I do for you today, Mr. Radcliffe? From you father, he said that you have a hard time adjusting after the death of your girlfriend.” Ms. Cullen said as she sat on a chair that was opposite daniel’s and crossed her legs, with a clipboard on her lap. Daniel could feel his heart pumping and his brain suddenly squashed. Ms. Cullen was outrageously beautiful and he could not understand why he was feeling all hyped. He could no longer hide the feelings that were making his blood rushed through his veins as if there was a cut. Suddenly, he faintly remembered why he was there in the room. He came here to heal. To let Carla be just a memory in him and not control him. He did not knew for one second that he was already healed. It was like Carla was working her magic on him again. It was like she wanted to make him crazy thinking of her so he could finally see what he has been waiting to help him heal. In this case it was who.
Ms. Cullen was still patiently waiting for Daniel to say something and Daniel could not help but muse at the thought that he must be acting very weird right now. Daniel sat up straighter-or as straight he could- and took a deep breath before he began. For the first time, it felt like he was a new born. The scent coming from Ms. Cullen was amazingly beautiful.
“Well, I think that is about right. A moment ago.” Daniel replied to her. Ms. Cullen face was puzzled. Daniel smiled at her knowing that he probably made no sense at all.
“Ok...well, why don’t you tell me what is it that is bothering you so much. You can tell me anything. It will be just between us.” Ms. Cullen said as she, once again, stared at Daniel waiting for a response.
“I miss her. For awhile, I think her memory has been haunting me. I could not let go..” Daniel said as he went on about Carla like he never had to anyone. Amazingly he felt the weight on his shoulders being lifted. It was not the same as talking to his dad about Carla. This time, Daniel was not as angry and he knew why. Ms. Cullen was the one listening this time. This actually made it a lot easier for Daniel and although he knew that Ms. Cullen was listening because she had to, from her facial expression, Daniel could not help but feel that she wants to hear it. As if she really wants to help him heal.
After one hour talking and listening to advice, it was time to leave. Daniel made it a point to have another appointment with Mandy. That was Ms. Cullen first name. Daniel was glad that Mandy was nice enough to see him again although it was 2 weeks later.
“So I will see you on the 23rd of September then, Daniel.” Mandy said as she held the door to her office.
“Sure thing, doc. It’s really nice in here. Quite comfy.” Daniel said as he put on his parka in the office; looking around seemingly to appreciate the decor of the room. When in fact the real appreciation he would have given would be to Mandy. Daniel looked at her for the last time before leaving and hearing the click sound the door made when Mandy shut it behind him.
A year passed and Daniel has gotten life the way it was. He still thinks of Carla but he found it ok to talk about her when he was interviewed. He missed and he was moving on, for her. Daniel was back at the set for behind the scene 2. He was waiting to see who will be playing Carla’s character, Rose. He wouldn’t be surprised if the producer could not find anyone. Carla was one good actress that was hard to be replaced. Daniel saw Sophia coming in from the left entrance door and when she saw him, she came towards him and gave him a hug.
“Who do you think will be Rose this year?” she asked as she, too, waited to see the new actress. Finally the door opened and Daniel could not believe his eyes. Carla came in through the door with the nervous look. Daniel looked at Sophia’s reaction and it wasn’t any different from what he felt; shocked.
Mr. Dean, the producer, came in with a look of understanding on his face. He knew why Daniel and Sophia reaction were one of shock. This girl looked exactly like Carla. Although if one to look at her closely there is a slight difference. When Mr. Dean was right in front of the two shocked actors, he started to introduce the new girl in the bunch.
“Daniel and Sophia, I would very much like you to meet Megan.” He said. Megan smiled and placed her hand out for Sophia to shake. Sophia very slowly shook the hand and smiled. She realized that on a closer look, Megan looked a little different although the difference wasn’t much.
“It’s nice to meet you, Sophia. I am a big fan of One Three Hill. It’s awesome!” Megan said excitedly. She quickly turned to Daniel and beamed at him. To her, Harry Potter was her life and there he was, Daniel Radcliffe, living and breathing in front of him. He placed out his hand and she shook it with a big enthusiasm. When Daniel touch her hand, he was expecting fireworks but none came. He could not believe Megan looked like Carla but was nothing like her at the same time. His head was pounding and he could not stop looking at her. he tried to remind himself that this was not Carla. This was a different person but Daniel could not help think that, maybe, Carla was finally back in his life.
After the first rehearsal, Daniel asked Megan if she wanted to eat lunch with him just like the first time he asked Carla a year ago.
“Sorry, but I don’t think I can. You see, my boyfriend is waiting for me outside. But, maybe, you can join us. He’s a big Harry Potter fan too!” Megan said, beaming. Daniel felt his heart drop to the floor. Megan had a boyfriend. Daniel tried to say something in reply but he could not find his voice. Megan waited and stared at Daniel, still Daniel could not find his voice. His disappointment was too great to handle.
“Daniel, are you ok?” Megan asked when she realized that Daniel was getting paler by the minute.
“yeah, I am fine. I’ll see you later then. Have a nice day with your boyfriend.” Daniel said, his voice sounded rougher than he intended too. Megan was shocked but Daniel walked away before his brain went fuzzy. What was wrong with him? He did not have the answer. He was so confuse. Megan reminded him so much of Carla that he was believing that Carla came back alive.
It’s the heavens at work. Carla is back as Megan. I am going to do everything I can to be with her. no matter what it takes, Daniel thought to himself. The first thing he has to do was get rid of the stupid boyfriend. Somehow, he knew the only way was to convince Megan that he was the one for her.
Megan was happy that she gets to act alongside Daniel Radcliffe, the famous Harry Potter actor. But he was making her uncomfortable as the day went pass. The first week of rehearsal, Megan was getting nervous as Daniel was trying to get close to her, to the point that she really feel that she needed to get away from him. Megan told him, clearly, three times that week that she had a boyfriend hoping that he would back away however Daniel seemed to cling to her even more. Megan did not know what else to do to get him off her back. Megan’s boyfriend, Nick Francis, noticed that Megan was worried and asked her what was wrong when they were in his car one day.
“Nothing.” She said in exasperation as she put her hand on the temple and stared out from the car window.
“Come on, Megs. You used to be the one chatting in this car until we reach your home.”
“I don’t know. I think Daniel likes me.”
“Isn’t that a good thing? I mean you have to work with him for about 8 months.” Nick said as Carla turned to face him.
“Nick, he likes me as in he might want me to go on a date. He’s been hinting at it.” Megan said as she looked at him. Nick stopped the car, deciding that this was something that is bugging Megan to the point that as a boyfriend he should give her his undivided attention. When he finally found a place to stop the car, he turned to face her; she looked more worried than ever.
“I really don’t know what to do, Nick. I mean he just won’t bug off. I create up a whole bunch of nonsense but he’s everywhere. I made it a point that I have a boyfriend and I deliberately kiss you just so he catch that I am serious about having a boyfriend.” She said.
“Oh, is that the reason why you have been extra nice to me these past three weeks?” Nick joked. Megan blushed and punched nick on his arms for teasing her. Nick laughed and leaned in to kiss Megan, who accepted it by returning his kiss. When they broke apart, Nick place one hand on Megan’s face; his thumb gently stroking her cheeks.
“Megs, you know the real reason why he’s hunting down like a vulture, right?” he asked, looking in her eyes. Megan looked at him thoughtfully and realised that she knew the real reason why Daniel liked her. She was almost like a clone of the late Carla Garner, who was Daniel last girlfriend. Megan sighed.
“I guess. But I am not her, nick. I am yours.” Megan said with such sincerity that Nick could not help himself and kissed her again. This time with all his soul.
“I love you, Megs.” Nick said when they broke apart. Nick put the key in the ignition as start the car. Megan beamed as she heard the first L word that came out from Nick’s mouth.
“You do?”
“Why, don’t you?”
“I do.”
“Good, cause if you don’t, I see that Emma Watson is quite hot up close.”
“Nick!”
“Just joking.” With that, nick and Megan continued teasing each other until they reached Megan’s home. Nick smiled as he finally gotten back the real Megan back in his car.
“Who do you think will be Rose this year?” she asked as she, too, waited to see the new actress. Finally the door opened and Daniel could not believe his eyes. Carla came in through the door with the nervous look. Daniel looked at Sophia’s reaction and it wasn’t any different from what he felt; shocked.
Mr. Dean, the producer, came in with a look of understanding on his face. He knew why Daniel and Sophia reaction were one of shock. This girl looked exactly like Carla. Although if one to look at her closely there is a slight difference. When Mr. Dean was right in front of the two shocked actors, he started to introduce the new girl in the bunch.
“Daniel and Sophia, I would very much like you to meet Megan.” He said. Megan smiled and placed her hand out for Sophia to shake. Sophia very slowly shook the hand and smiled. She realized that on a closer look, Megan looked a little different although the difference wasn’t much.
“It’s nice to meet you, Sophia. I am a big fan of One Three Hill. It’s awesome!” Megan said excitedly. She quickly turned to Daniel and beamed at him. To her, Harry Potter was her life and there he was, Daniel Radcliffe, living and breathing in front of him. He placed out his hand and she shook it with a big enthusiasm. When Daniel touch her hand, he was expecting fireworks but none came. He could not believe Megan looked like Carla but was nothing like her at the same time. His head was pounding and he could not stop looking at her. he tried to remind himself that this was not Carla. This was a different person but Daniel could not help think that, maybe, Carla was finally back in his life.
After the first rehearsal, Daniel asked Megan if she wanted to eat lunch with him just like the first time he asked Carla a year ago.
“Sorry, but I don’t think I can. You see, my boyfriend is waiting for me outside. But, maybe, you can join us. He’s a big Harry Potter fan too!” Megan said, beaming. Daniel felt his heart drop to the floor. Megan had a boyfriend. Daniel tried to say something in reply but he could not find his voice. Megan waited and stared at Daniel, still Daniel could not find his voice. His disappointment was too great to handle.
“Daniel, are you ok?” Megan asked when she realized that Daniel was getting paler by the minute.
“yeah, I am fine. I’ll see you later then. Have a nice day with your boyfriend.” Daniel said, his voice sounded rougher than he intended too. Megan was shocked but Daniel walked away before his brain went fuzzy. What was wrong with him? He did not have the answer. He was so confuse. Megan reminded him so much of Carla that he was believing that Carla came back alive.
It’s the heavens at work. Carla is back as Megan. I am going to do everything I can to be with her. no matter what it takes, Daniel thought to himself. The first thing he has to do was get rid of the stupid boyfriend. Somehow, he knew the only way was to convince Megan that he was the one for her.
Megan was happy that she gets to act alongside Daniel Radcliffe, the famous Harry Potter actor. But he was making her uncomfortable as the day went pass. The first week of rehearsal, Megan was getting nervous as Daniel was trying to get close to her, to the point that she really feel that she needed to get away from him. Megan told him, clearly, three times that week that she had a boyfriend hoping that he would back away however Daniel seemed to cling to her even more. Megan did not know what else to do to get him off her back. Megan’s boyfriend, Nick Francis, noticed that Megan was worried and asked her what was wrong when they were in his car one day.
“Nothing.” She said in exasperation as she put her hand on the temple and stared out from the car window.
“Come on, Megs. You used to be the one chatting in this car until we reach your home.”
“I don’t know. I think Daniel likes me.”
“Isn’t that a good thing? I mean you have to work with him for about 8 months.” Nick said as Carla turned to face him.
“Nick, he likes me as in he might want me to go on a date. He’s been hinting at it.” Megan said as she looked at him. Nick stopped the car, deciding that this was something that is bugging Megan to the point that as a boyfriend he should give her his undivided attention. When he finally found a place to stop the car, he turned to face her; she looked more worried than ever.
“I really don’t know what to do, Nick. I mean he just won’t bug off. I create up a whole bunch of nonsense but he’s everywhere. I made it a point that I have a boyfriend and I deliberately kiss you just so he catch that I am serious about having a boyfriend.” She said.
“Oh, is that the reason why you have been extra nice to me these past three weeks?” Nick joked. Megan blushed and punched nick on his arms for teasing her. Nick laughed and leaned in to kiss Megan, who accepted it by returning his kiss. When they broke apart, Nick place one hand on Megan’s face; his thumb gently stroking her cheeks.
“Megs, you know the real reason why he’s hunting down like a vulture, right?” he asked, looking in her eyes. Megan looked at him thoughtfully and realised that she knew the real reason why Daniel liked her. She was almost like a clone of the late Carla Garner, who was Daniel last girlfriend. Megan sighed.
“I guess. But I am not her, nick. I am yours.” Megan said with such sincerity that Nick could not help himself and kissed her again. This time with all his soul.
“I love you, Megs.” Nick said when they broke apart. Nick put the key in the ignition as start the car. Megan beamed as she heard the first L word that came out from Nick’s mouth.
“You do?”
“Why, don’t you?”
“I do.”
“Good, cause if you don’t, I see that Emma Watson is quite hot up close.”
“Nick!”
“Just joking.” With that, nick and Megan continued teasing each other until they reached Megan’s home. Nick smiled as he finally gotten back the real Megan back in his car.
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