I can't help my sorry ass self.

You guys NEED to press the play button!

My Onew got molested by these bunch of girls...it was so funny.

And I am NOT jealous.

You wanna know why?

Well, because Onew didn't seem to like it...he was pretty much laughing and suprised that he was chosen to dance with them...I think he still think he's not a HOT commodity.. which is obviously not true....He was laughing and kind of embarrased...

which leads to one conclusion....

THESE KINDS OF GIRLS ARE NOT HIS TYPE OF GIRLS.

Thank god.

Anyways, as you can see...when he was pulled by the girls...he dance a bit and wanted to go to the other side to dance with the 'other' girls as well, but he was blocked and later surrounded by the girls with loooong legs.

And one of the girl pinch his cheek and he pulled away because...I don't know...but I think he was abit embarrased...

Kudos to that girl.

I would have done it tooo if I were her.

Onew so hot right now...that girls with freakishly long legs and slim body are chasing after him...

You guys would also probably see that he fell again....hahaha...his sangtae never fail to be by his side...and that is why he is so charming...'

And as usual, My SHINee men saved Onew by joining in the dance...

I love it when Onew is exposed to these kind of thing....he just....flumbles and falls...makes him...more attractive than ever.

NItes.

I am in love with you.

The morning is another wake up call.

I press the button to my alarm.

I sat up straight, look outside.

I played your song.

I played your song.

It might seem crazy.

For me to love you.

To love you voice, to love your face.

To love you.

But they don't get it.

For me to love you,

It's amazing, it's not a waste

To love you.

My friends tell me I should not let this go far.

Keep it control. Keep it low.

I am not myself if I stop.

You don't know who I am.

But I know who you are.

And that's enough.

That's enough.

It might seem crazy.

For me to love you.

But, I won't stop.

I won't stop.

They will never get it.

They don't have to.

You might not get it too.

But know that...

I am in love with you.

THANKS FOR READING....

THIS GUY IS.....should leave me now.

Everytime, I try to run away from my obsession of Onew....I just can't. I get information like

"Hey, did you see Onew? He was so adorable when he did this. He did the V at the end...so cute."

So, instead of just ignoring this remark, I go to YouTube to find it....and what I found....it made me smile....and worried.

Check this Video out...

Did you see how adorable he is at the end? This worries me...alot. It makes me like him more.......and that is bad.

I don't want to like him MORE. I have enough.

I want to STOP.

And yet, I just found out he did this...

How....can I not like him? He dropped he mic and he use all his energy to just get the mic back and he fall....his "sangtae"....I just wish he said

"I don't really like fat girls."

That would cause a nation roar....but still....that would make me hate him.....not immediately...but hate him nonetheless.

But I don't think he would ever because....he's just an amazing person. Did you know that when he was asked about his IDEAL girl, he simply answered;

"When I see her, I just have that feeling for her. When I see her, I would like her."

The perfect answer. The perfect MAN answer.

The worst....he's the type that never seem to judge and he's beautiful. When he met with the pakistani worker....coming straight from his musical(no rest at all)...and he greeted the Pakistani workers

"Assalamuailaikum."

WOW.....I was just really happy at that point of time (no need to mention that i jumped out my chair and scream!)

You see....It's not me that don't want to get over him...I just can't do it.

I have come to the conclusion...that he, in fact, deserve all this admiration I am giving....and I am giving up trying to stump my obsession into a box.

It's too hard...because he's perfect and I am in love with him.

Good nites.