Omg...I think yesterday entry was so overrated. I really didn't know what i was feeling...but i definitely was feeling down. That's why death was on my mind. I just reviewed one of my classmate's Blog. It was so sad...and here I thought that My family is the only one having problem. The only one in the world that is feeling that DOOOM DAAAY is going to happen the next minute. I never thought i was so wrong.....I just read Max(MY CLASSMATE) Blog.....and I was taken by surprise...Max, is a smiley guy...i would never thought he had a lot of problems...but he does. I won't say what his problem is cause it's his privacy...so if u want to know u have to be friend of his....cause i am. Anyway that's not my point of writting this blog....After reading Max's blog, I finally see that other people DO have problem and yet they're still smiling. I think from now, I am going to look at life in a different light. The positive side. It's hard, I know but I am still going to try. Compared to the problem Max is having......Mine is nowhere close to him. Now I feel like being SUPERWOMAN or a GENIE. Give everyone in the world 3 wishes....this is actually making me smile....i can't believe this....

I am so lost. I feel like crying all the time. Life is not doing good for me. I am, for sure, going to brak down soon. I don't "fit in" in class. I wis things were better for me....I can't like anyone because there's a voice inside my head that keeps repeating I ain't good enough for him. Heck, ain't good enough for anyone....
I feel so depressed in clazz...if it wasn't for Isabella....I would be a goner...for sure. Thank God. Bless her soul for me, Allah SWT.
So I have been thinking that I might commit suicide soon....but that's just my thoughts.....good day everyone.