Well...today's mood is pretty weird. I really don't know what to feel. The post-confession day is not going on sooo well. The guy I confessed to..he's a friend. I don't regret what I did. I hope it doesn't touch our friendship though...it will not be good. He's a great friend...not willing to lose him. But I had to do what's right for me....and I did it. I confessed. Directly. On the phone. Bad. I know. He was speechless. Asked me to give him to figure it out. I gave in. Haven't talk to him yet. Respecting his decision. Wondering.........

Anyway, I am confuse myself. I don't what to do. Feeling incomplete. Do I have the strength enough for all this? I hope. If not. Someone please rescue me. Now.