No matter how many times I say "I don't like you anymore", "You're so annoying.", "Stupid boy, you don't even notice."... I still end up talking about you with my friends, sister and anybody who would want to listen.
It's like a pull and push thing. By myself.
The more I push, the more I'm pulled.
It's irritating. And I absolutely hate it. I feel like banging my head on the wall sometimes and it doesn't make sense.
Nothing make sense these days.
Then, I realize that you don't know, right? I mean, I am not really showing anything here. I am on with other people who teased you about a girl. I called you "bro".
I don't flirt with you or anything.
I don't even know how.
So, I can't really blame you, can I? You're not psychic or anything and it's not your fault that you can't see me trying. Cause, in the end, I am not really trying, right?
(oooooo, Januver just gave a thumbs up and smiled!!!! Made my day.)
Trying would be me ....
Looking nice for you.
Talking to you all the time.
Asking for your phone number.
Comment and Like all the things you post on FB (which you do on the regular)
Telling you how you're attractive.
Losing all the darn weight on me.
and just try to be perfect for you.
But, I am not doing anything. So, I don't think I have the right to complain.
So what is this blog for?
I don't know. Just feeling sorry for myself except when Januver gave a thumbs up and smiled...I was just happy.
HAHA.
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