OK you guys....u noe lately I have been crazy for Joe Jonas....Now I take that back!!!!!!! I ma back to the harry potter world...but not daniel....no no no.....I do not in any way thinks he's hot!!!! Not ever. Kinda disgusting if U take a look at his LEG HAIR! it's total disgusting. I am sooooooo INTO RUPERT GRINT!!!! he's sooooo hot! so handsome!!!! wanna marry him!!!!! RUPERT GRINT IS MY HUSBAND NOW!

Hey peeps!!!! Look at that! It's the Jonas Brothers!!! I love them....hehehhe ok no....more like I am in love with JOE JONAS...he is the one that is acting as a ghost!!! He is soooooo hot! I love him...He's the perfect man...HE'S HANDSOME, TALENTED AND FUNNY! I wanna be with him...and guess what he's a Christian devotee...this means he's understand that sex is a sacred thing...soooooo perfect! I LOVE HIM!

Chapter 11
Carla left Haikal standing stunned as she chase after Daniel who was walking in a fast speed. Her heels were slipping out but still Carla continued running. She cursed herself for letting someone else touch her. What was wrong with her? How could she be so easy? Carla could feel tears streaming down her cheeks and her mascara was ruin but she did not care. She had to explain herself to Daniel. But what was there to explain? Everything was as clear as water. Carla kissed Haikal; a person she just met. Finally, Daniel was getting close. Carla ran as if her life depended on it and grabbed Daniel’s arm. Daniel jerked it away; he did not even want to look at Carla when she finally chased him. Daniel’s cheek was wet too.
“It’s over.” Daniel said. Carla could not believe her ears. Her heart seemed to have stopped pumping because she seemed to be running out of oxygen. Suddenly, her hand felt numb and they were curling into a fist unwillingly. Her legs started to shake and Carla fell on her knees. She could not breath. Her body was jerking. Daniel was shocked and shook Carla who was jerking out of control. Daniel bend down on his knees as Carla jerked more. She seemed to be having a seizure. Daniel shouted for help but no one was there. Suddenly a guy came running in. It was the guy that kissed Carla just now. Daniel could feel his whole body tensed up but he must control is anger for Carla sake. The guy came running and went down on his knees.
“What happened?” the guy asked.
“I don’t know. Carla can you hear me? Carla, what’s wrong?” Daniel was in panic mode. Carla seemed to become purple. She could not breath and her body was still jerking. The guy ran towards the club. Daniel did not know what to do. He felt himself being so helpless and useless. Suddenly, the guy came back with a paper bag in his hands. He opened it and put it over Carla’s mouth.
“Carla can you hear me? I need you to breath in the bag ok? Now come on, slowly,” Daniel looked from the guy to Carla, she seemed to be struggling just to breath but as she tried, her body had stop jerking but her hands was still in a tight fist, “Daniel, I need you to help un-fist her.”
Daniel pry opened Carla’s hand slowly. She seemed to be regaining some control of her body. When, finally, both hands are opened, Daniel looked at Carla. She has gotten her breathing into pace although she still looked a little flushed. Out of the blue, Carla body went limb and she fainted. Daniel panic mode came in like an overdrive. She shook Carla so hard as if she was sleeping. Daniel felt a hand on his shoulder.
“Stop. She just fainted. We need to send her to the hospital, do you drive?” Haikal asked.
“What is wrong with her? How come she fainted?” Daniel said as he calm down.
“She just hyper ventilate although I must say that I have never seen such a serious case. She must be really scared or anxious. Her body reacted that way because she was having too much carbon dioxide in her body. Come on, let’s go. We have to bring her to the hospital quick. We’ll freeze to death if we don’t get out of here soon. Can you carry her?” The guy said as he stood up. Daniel carried Carla and stood up.
“Who are you?”
“My name is Haikal. I am a doctor working in the hospital nearby. Quick, we need to get her there.” Haikal said as he quickened his pace to get to his car. Daniel was having a hard time trying to move faster with Carla in his arms. However, Daniel quickened his pace to get Carla to the hospital. Finally Daniel reached his car. He tried to find a way of getting his keys but with Carla in his arms he was finding it impossible.
“Do you want a ride?” Haikal shouted from the other part of the car park. Daniel wanted to say no; this was the man that Carla kissed. But he still carried Carla and move towards Haikal’s car. Haikal opened his back passenger door and Daniel put Carla on the seat. Daniel went in beside her and shut the door. Haikal stick the key in the ignition and started the engine. Daniel looked at Carla and felt a twinge of guilt in his heart; if he had only been rationale and not give in to his anger. He was pretty sure Carla was about to explain herself and why she had give into temptation. Daniel felt like slapping himself, if only he had not been a jerk, none of the things that happened that night would happened.
Finally, after a ten minutes drive and silence, they reached the hospital. Haikal seem to already inform the hospital cause the nurses was out with the stretchers. They opened the door and pick Carla up to put her on the stretcher bed. Daniel went out after that but by that time, the nurses were already pushing Carla into the hospital. Suddenly, he felt a hand on his shoulder. Daniel looked over and saw Haikal smiling.
“She’s going to be alright. Don’t worry.” Haikal said.
“Thanks.”
“No problem. It is the least I could do to make it up for all the trouble I caused. By the way, whatever you saw between Carla and me, it was I who initiated the kiss. Not her.” With that Haikal walked into the hospital leaving a stunned Daniel behind.
Carla could feel her head pounding against her skull. She tried to message it but her hand felt heavy as if it was tied down. Suddenly she felt a smooth hand on her cheek. Carla slowly opened her eyes to find Daniel smiling down at her. She felt her spirit being lifted.
“Hey, babe.” Daniel said as he sat down beside her on the bed.
“Hey, what happened?” Carla asked as she tried to move her hands. They seemed to be not hers because she was still unable to move them. Daniel touched her hands and, like miracle, Carla could feel his tender touch on her skin. She stopped worrying about her hands and looked up at Daniel. Memories came rushing through Carla’s head like a train. She remembered clearly what happened. Tears welled up her eyes as she search the words for forgiveness but now she seem to be unable to find her voice.
“Babe, don’t cry. It’s ok, I know what happened that night. I don’t blame you. The fault lies in me and you. We put it in the past and move on. I love you, Carla. So much. I don’t want to lose you again.” Daniel said as he caressed Carla’s face with a finger. He leaned in closer and, finally, his lips touches hers. Carla felt as if Daniel energy was given to her through the kiss. Her body felt alive and she kissed him back with all her heart. She felt as if the truly understood each other and she understands that even love has it’s flaws but sometimes one just have to live with the flaws to experience it’s wonders. Just like she was experiencing it now.

wow....i am an angel!

What's Your Goddess Identity?

My Result: Angel

Just like the haloed and winged guardians of good, you truly have a heart of gold, sweet Angel. Whenever there's a chance to pitch in, save the day or just make life easier for the people around you, you're the one for the job.

You don't just jump in without planning — you use your angelic head to figure out how to do things right the first time, like only the most dependable goddesses can. Whether brainstorming a new solution to a problem, planning a surprise party for your parents, or lending your friends a wing to cry on, you've got the right instincts, so follow them whenever you can. As natural as it is for you to take care of the people around you, don't forget to treat yourself right, too. The best friendships, and loves, of a lifetime tend to blossom when you become your own guardian angel.

So don't listen to those who say nice girls finish last. People have always seen you as a goddess of thoughtfulness and good intentions, and it hasn't slowed you down a bit. All in all, Angel, you've got it made with your glowing attitude and ability to see from on high. So get out there and change the world!

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Whoa.....SETH..the guy of my freaking dreams...

Who's Your OC Crush?

My Result: Seth

Dorky? Maybe. Loveable? Totally! What's not to love about this cutie? A smarty like you looks beneath the surface, and that's why only a brainy hottie like Seth will do as your OC crush.


Sensible and responsible, you've got a good head on your shoulders, and you use it. Maybe you've been called wise for your years. Many famous folks were ahead of their times in high school, and you'll probably be one of them. So keep doing things in your own unique style. You're well on your way to great things. And it might be even better if you have an equally-awesome crush to have fun with along the way!

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TO MY FRIENDS...READ THIS...IT'S LIKE SO TRUE THAT IT IS FREAKING ME OUT!

What's Your Trademark Tune?

My Result: Britney Spears' "(You Drive Me) Crazy"

Flirty and fun, you get a kick out of catching someone's eye (like you know who) and being in the center of it all. Good thing you've got the looks, personality, and sense of humor to pull it all off. You go crazy for the opposite sex, and it's just as easy for people to fall in love with you and your fun-loving attitude.


A great asset to any gathering, you've got the confidence to strike up conversations with strangers and make anyone feel welcome. That rocks!

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You know....I want people to know that I am confused myself. I don't know who I am yet. So here's how I describe myself:
I am beyond beauty. I am the beholder of pain. I am selfish. I am kind. I am different and i am the same. i am shy and quiet and i am loud. I want to sky high and i want to go to the deepest ocean. I love being me and i hate myself. I loved, lost, bruised, burnt and died and i am still breathing. CONFUSED? well, so am i...

See...I don't even get what I am talking about.

So...I bet you want to know what happened...but I will put it under classified, people. I am really sorry... Anyway, it's best for no one to know. Only I confided in Isabella....and Raz. I dunno why I chose these two people so much. Maybe their friendship is one that I have not experience before. Thanks babe. Anyway I want to talk about the heartbreakers. You have to give some credit to these people. Not all of them. The one who has reason to break your heart. The ones who did because they have to be cruel to be kind. Those people out there should be blessed and thanked for. They made the people they love get a better life. That's good. Not all heartbreakers are bad. It's better they break your heart now then you climb that dumb ladder of hope, right? I hope I get this message across.

P.S....
I have never been a heartbreaker yet. I am just talking generally.

Well...today's mood is pretty weird. I really don't know what to feel. The post-confession day is not going on sooo well. The guy I confessed to..he's a friend. I don't regret what I did. I hope it doesn't touch our friendship though...it will not be good. He's a great friend...not willing to lose him. But I had to do what's right for me....and I did it. I confessed. Directly. On the phone. Bad. I know. He was speechless. Asked me to give him to figure it out. I gave in. Haven't talk to him yet. Respecting his decision. Wondering.........

Anyway, I am confuse myself. I don't what to do. Feeling incomplete. Do I have the strength enough for all this? I hope. If not. Someone please rescue me. Now.

What's up people.....so far chapter ten is receiving goooooooooooooood feedback! Well that's good lah...considering that I tooooook sooooooo Looooooooooonnnnnngggg to write it...thanks to Christine ...she put a little spice in my thinking! Thanks babe.....Do not worry, your name will be in the book. PROMISE. I guess you guys are waiting for chapter 11...I worte it halfway...you guys are in for a BIG surprise! I like what I wrote so far...it's kinda bring a little flava to the story line.
So anyway, I have a HUGE story to tell today. Yesterday, we prank our BIRTHDAY BOY, NAZIRUL!!!!!! hahahaha...it was the first prank the was sooo successful!!! I should have really record it. Naz reaction was the cherry on top of the ice cream! PERFECTO! So here's how the story goes....Firstly, we wanted to so-called meet him...so we told him if he could hang out and so he said yes...I think so far....anyway back to the story....so at first i met raz and haf....we bought a DOME CHOCOLATE CAKE, it was the best cake we seen so far...it should have been my BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! But, sadly, it was NAZ.....hahahah then the three of us decided to call naz...Haf, being the great actress, called him.
So at first, she pretended to act panic when naz pick up the phone....then he told her to calm down...so she pretended to calm down and told him to come down Raz house...because "something" happened....and so he said he will come soon.....we waited for like 3 hours lah...hahahha ok lah that would be lying but i think we waited for quite sometimes....before he came we planned calmly how to surprise him but when he finally came, hahahah we went chaotic like hell! It was really a huge mess lah...but he knocked first...good etiquette NAZ..so haf was about to open the door when I grabbed her hand to just shout "come in"....and when he came in he told us he was terrified because the room was chilly..the aircon was on to add to the 'depressing' atmosphere....when we finally shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I think NAZ knees gave way and he just drop to the floor...at first we thought he was pissed....but nah...he was just really surprised! I LOVE IT! should try next year again.....this time i wonder who's going to get it....hahahahaha(evil laughter)
TO NAZ>>>>>>DO NOT FORGET YOU O US!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHA

Carla spent the whole day alone and in peace. She relaxed her muscles by lying down on her hotel bed. She had looked at her result slip again and again making sure that she was not being deceived. Carla smiled at the thought of being able to take her GCE A examination and complete it and go to college. Carla kept on smiling until her door bell rang. Carla got up off her bed to open the door.
“Hey, Carla, I have good news for you.” Jenny said as she went it. Carla looked at her sitting down on the bed.
“What?” Carla asked.
“Well, I have got projects lining up for you. You can pick one for the summer holidays then you can go back to acting Behind The Scene 2. You can read the script and choose, ok?”
Carla picked up the scripts on her bed which was laid by Jenny. There were five scripts altogether. She seems to be in demand right after the movie she made. Jenny went rushing out of the room without even telling Carla. Carla picked up one the scripts and started reading it. The first script was not interesting. The second one was a disaster; it was so clichéd. The third was the jackpot. Carla loved the story line. It was an action movie, this could be the movie to prove how versatile she was as an actress. Carla pushed the other scripts on the floor and examined the script she chose. It was an interesting script and Carla thought it was amazing that she was chosen for the lead character. Carla read and read and she kept on reading until someone came knocking on the door. This brought Carla back to reality. She went to the door to open it, it was Daniel. With flowers.
“Daniel!” Carla exclaimed as she threw herself on him. She never realised how much she missed him until he was right in front of her.
“Congratulations. I heard from Jenny, you did well. Can I see it?” Daniel asked when they both pulled away. Carla nodded and pulled Daniel in the room. She searched for her certificate and found it under her pillow. She was about to hand it to Daniel but Daniel was looking at the script on the floor.
“Daniel? Here it is - my results.” Carla handed the little piece of paper to Daniel. He took it and read it. His facial expression was impassive. Carla could not make out if he was impressed or disappointed.
“Wow, this is really good. I am really proud of you.” Daniel said and without any warning, Daniel kissed her. Carla felt herself, once again, flying. Shooting through the air although she was standing still on the solid ground. Finally, the both of them pulled away. Daniel sat down on the bed while Carla sat on his lap, sideways. Daniel picked up the script that was on her bed. He looked at it for a while. Carla was at a loss; she didn’t know how to tell him that it was a script she had chosen or not because at that point Daniel looked kind of shocked. Carla tapped his shoulder to get his attention again. This time he seemed to be angry.
“Who offered you this?” Daniel asked, the softness of his voice was gone.
“I don’t know. Jenny brought it to me. There are others but I think this is the best script so far. It’s a action movie.” Carla said excitedly. Suddenly, Daniel eased her off his lap. Carla was stunned by the movement.
“Daniel, are you ok?”
“What do you think?” Daniel said as he paced around the room with the script in his hands. He was reading it with a tinge of violence; if by the flipping of the pages is any indication. Carla felt scared, she had never seen this side of Daniel before.
“There’s a romance scene in this movie.”
“So?”
“What do you mean by ‘so’? There’s a romance scene in this movie. I don’t want you to take it. Take some other script.” Daniel demanded. Carla was taken aback, where did this Daniel came from? He was being so very idiotic right then. Who was he to stop her from taking the script that she wanted. Carla stood up from the bed and folded her arms.
“I am sorry that you don’t like it. But that’s not my problem, it’s yours. Why are you being so selfish? This is the time that I can finally shine with a different role and all you can think about that there is romance scene. I bet you’ve already been-
“No! I have not. Nobody came to offer me anything. You stole my career away. Everyone is talking about you, you and you!” Daniel interrupted, shouting at Carla for the very first time. Carla felt her heartbeat stop. Then she could feel tears shooting down from her eyes right down her cheeks. She could not believe her ears, did Daniel just say she was the cause of his popularity degrading? Carla wanted to leave Daniel at that point of time and almost was walking out of the door when she realized that it was her room. Instead of walking out, Carla held on to the opened door.
“Get out, Dan. I can’t do this. Just go.” Daniel left without even looking back.

Carla was sitting down in the club. Music blasting all around and people dancing like having sex vertically. However it did not made Carla want to dance at all. She had a bad day today and so far it was not getting any better. Daniel did not apologize and she was waiting for it to no avail. Carla still could not believe that Daniel was such an idiot. The atmosphere in the club was doing nothing to Carla’s mood except that she noticed there was a cute guy looking at her, checking her out, since she entered the club. He was tall, toned and handsome. Not to mention a cute butt. But she was putting on her guard for Daniel although the tall, toned and handsome dude was really getting her attention. Suddenly he made his move to come to her. Carla breath was caught in her through. Carla kept her eyes on the new shoes that she just bought, her heart thumping like mad.
“Hey, can I buy you a drink?” said tall, toned and handsome guy.
“Oh, I already have one. What’s your name?” Carla asked as she slid sideways to make space for him to sit down.
“My name is Haikal. You’re the actress, right? I saw your movie, it’s really awesome. I bet it’s nominated for an award soon.” Carla could not help but blush at his comments. If he looked hot far away, he was looking hotter not. Carla did not want to flirt back but she really couldn’t help it.
“So, you’re not intimidated?”
“No, cause if I was, I can’t ask you to dance.” Haikal took her hand and led her to the dance floor. They dance like there was no tomorrow. Finally, Daniel was out of her mind and Carla felt great for the moment. She felt free. Haikal was a great dancer too. He was a gentleman and did not invade her privacy. When both of them were out of breath, they finally took a breather outside the club.
“That was fun.” Haikal said as he let go of Carla’s hand.
“Yup it was. I really had fun.”
“Me too.” Haikal leaned in closer, Carla could feel his breath on her face. She did not want to kiss him because Daniel’s face keeps popping up but she really wanted to feel his lips against her; what he tastes like. His lips touched hers and there was just that. Carla did not felt anything. No fireworks. Nothing at all. Carla pulled away, she stood there shocked and terrified.
“What’s wrong?” Haikal asked when he saw her face expression. Carla’s brain was racing as if it was in a marathon. Everything was wrong. Daniel was just standing behind Haikal.

Ok....so I guess I should apologise for not updating for so long. Keeping you guys from chapter 10.....SO SO SO sorry. I still have yet to come out with a plot...don't worry, I am not giving up. The story will come out for your viewing pleasure. Anyways, I have read this really great book...hahahaha don't act surprise, y'all. I do read other books and not only Harry Potter.....This book is called CHLOE DOE, it's a novel by Suzanne Phillips. It's a really good book. You get to see the lives on the streets. How it is really like. Why they do it and how lonely one can get on the streets. It's quite touching as you venture into the life of Chloe. She's such a strong character that would make an impact in your life. She's strong and she never shed a tear...well at least on the part that I have so far read.....She's quite amazing.

Well, anyway, Chapter 10 will be up soon...JUST HANG IN THERE PEEPS.

TO CHRISTINE> I HAVE UPDATED, NOW YOURS.

Mood: Exremely sad......

It's funny people keep coming to me for advice when I am in a wreck myself. I amazed myself when I hear myself givng these advice to other people, I feel like everytime I do that, I have an outer body exprience. It's like I am seeing this girl who is mature and wise talking and it's not me. I hear the advice I give and yet I, myself, could never apply it in real life. Like for example, love the way I am....I do....But in the end I get bruised. I don't feel appreaciated. Nobody seem to even care that I cried just not. My sis was so rude to me....and amazingly I did not retort. I just told her that she spoilt my mood...and she didn't even apologized. She just went out of the room...I could not hold back the tears of dissappointment. I guess, there will be more tomorrow after I get back my papers. I feel so bumped....so hurt...so underappreaciated...so lonely...so lost.... I wished somebody would just listen and understand and let me cry on their shoulders.....but here I am....Keeping to myself.. I hate my life right now.


I DON'T DESERVE THIS.

Will somebody hear me out?
I feel like screaming and crying
But my voice is not coming out
Please help me, I cannot find it.

Why am I alone again?
Why is it so hard for me?
Why am I the one feeling this pain?
I don't deserve this.

Alone seem to be my middle name.
It feels like I am in a never-ending game.
Everybody looks at me the same.
So useless and pointless.

Sometimes I feel I hate this girl.
The one I see in the mirror.
Yet, she's begging me to love her.
I cannot put her through more hurt.

I don't deserve this.
Would somebody understand, please?

Hmm....so I am still stuck with Chapter 10...but no worries I will find something to come out with. Yeah, so carla is in deep shit soon...Maybe I should put her in real mortal danger!!!!!! Life or death situation.....Then Daniel would be in deep shit tooo.....and then....well I guess that would be a great IDEA! It's not predictable at all......well now I am telling, it might be. LOL.

So what do we talked about today?
Well, I don't know....oh maybe friendship? Yeah I think today would be a great dayto talk about that. Isabella told me somthing really wise.
YOU CANNOT QUIT ON YOUR FRIENDS
Boy, isn't that true? I was about to do just that to one of my friend and I was soooo stubborn to just give on this particular friend. Because I believe I deserve a better friend. But I guess if I were to do that, I would be doing exactly the same thing what my old friends done to me. I don't want to be that person, so I guess I just have to be a friend.

People should know that when you meet a friend, you didn't sent in a resume. So you have no right to quit on that friends. NO RIGHT AT ALL. So you can never walk away from them. I would never do that. A person who does that is someone who is unimaginable and cruel. Can you imagine of someone doing that?

I DID NOT THINK SO.

Hmm....so what's up peeps....As you guys can see....chapter 10 is not out yet. This is because I am running out of ideas u guys...I need help....so please give me ideas?
I can't believe this....but if you help me... I swear i will put your name if my book get's published (as if!)hahaha
Anyway, I am damn piss lah right now. But I don't think I should vent my anger here. Ain't a smart move. Next thing I will know some policemen knocking on my door saying I have said something inappropriate...and I go to jail. And I will be gone from this world. So much for FREEDOM OF SPEECH.
So what's going on with me..Nothing much i guess....Promos is over and now it's like i already run the race an waiting for the result. Today an outing got cancel so i just stay at home and do nothing...hahaha. What have you guys been doing???? Wait.....WHAT? you r doing nothing toooooo????? wowow!!
OK i think i better not blog in today....i am full of B.S..
sadly i already am...
shit.

So here I am. What do I talk today. Ohh...I have one real good topic. Today's topic is about LOVE....ahhhhh don't worry...it's not the cliche love that everyone wants. It's the love that is so hard to understand. Heck, i do not understand it either. It's the love for ourselves. The one that we do not give enough to ourselves. This is sad.

Its so hard for one to get love. Even harder is the fact that we do not love ourselve enough to get love. How can one love someone else when you don't love yourself? You hurt your heart for love you think you deserve. You put the suppose "love" before yourself. Isn't that being selfish to your own self. Someone who actually deserve your love is yourself. Make your life, your life. Do not make her or him your life. You deserve to be selfish sometimes to love yourself. Nobody deserve to get hurt. So I guess this is what I am trying to say. LOVE YOURSELF.

When you don't understand.

There is this boy and this girl I knew.
They fall In love In front of me.
They said they love each other, so true.
And yet they don't understand
The reason why they are not together.

Falling in love was not enough.
They still could not be with each other.
They had other obligations, other 'reason'.
The girl dug a deeper hole to fall in.
The boy climbed higher on the ladder of hope,
Knowing he will fall one day.

So how can they be in love?
They don't even love themselves.
They're being selfish.
Going into 'hurt' with open arms.
When you don't understand.
This is what happened.
When you don't start loving you.
You're going to end up as lonely.
Forever.
Unhappy.
Too.

Wow. I am nineteen. Happy Birthday to me. It's supposed to be the happiest day of my life....but I don't feel happy. I am actually holding back the tears. Why am I feeling lonely? especially on this day? It's so hard...I cannot explain why every year, I get emotional on my birthday. I feel so lonely, I envy people who are so happy with what they have. They're so content. I have none. I have great friends but still....somebody please slap me. Maybe because in this house only my dad wished me Happy Birthday. Even my sister did not wait to wish me. She just slept. Ok, maybe I am finding fault in everything, I can't help it. Promos is in the next two days. I hope I make it to next year.



I miss you. I seriously do. I still think of you. It's been 2 years. No one has replace you yet.

Carla sniffed as she wiped her tears; she was watching her favourite movie, ‘A Walk To Remember.’ Carla felt that it was the best movie made all time. It was touching and sincere. The movie always made her cry; no matter how many times she watched it. When, finally, ‘Landen’ asked ‘Jamie’ to marry him; Carla cried some more. She wondered when that day was going to happen to her. She looked at her cell phone; it still was just showing her the wallpaper. She sigh; she had already text messaged Daniel saying that she was sorry. She guesses that it wasn’t enough as the evidence was that Daniel did not even reply her. Carla tried calling but it was ignored. In the end Carla just gave up and started to watch the movie that was already ending right then.
Suddenly, somebody knocked on her door. Carla, who was wiping her tears stood up to open the door. She was so shocked to see the person standing at the door that she froze, the tissue still on one of her eyes. Daniel stood there, slightly amused and slightly guilty look on his face.
“Daniel, I tried calling you but you did not answer. I text you but I guess you did not received it. There must be something wrong with the reception because you did not reply me.” Carla stopped to take her breath but before she could even continue, Daniel spoke.
“Are you going to let me in? Or am I suppose to stand outside all night?” Daniel asked, smiling at her. Carla moved aside from the door to let Daniel in. She closed the door once he was inside the room. Carla followed and sat beside him on the bed. Daniel touched her hand and holds it in his. Carla just looked at him, she couldn’t find any words to say to him.
“I am sorry.” Daniel said with a sigh.
“No, it’s ok.”
“No it’s not. I know it’s been hard on you and I should have known.” Daniel had let go of her hand, Carla looked for signs in his eyes but it was impassive. Was he going to break up with her? Was it even a break up if you only had one day of that relationship?
“Are you breaking up with me?” Carla let out her thoughts to Daniel. She could not handle being clueless any longer. If he wanted to end it, he should just say it and not beat around the bush. Carla did not think she can go through the ‘it’s not you, it’s me’ break up speech.
“Of course not, how can you think that? I love you, Carla.” Carla’s heart skipped a beat. Daniel just said the ‘L’ word. It seemed like in that year, she could not believe what had already happened. Daniel looked at her as if wanting her to say something but, as it always happen, Carla seemed to be out of words again. So Daniel took his chance to explain.
“Yes, I know it’s hard to believe but I love you, Carla. No paper, no rumour and no other girl can change the way I feel for you. I am not going to ask you to bare with all these nonsense that will be appearing as long as we are together but I just need you to trust in me. Have a little faith in me and yourself, babe.” Daniel said as he stroke Carla’s hair. She felt herself smile and glow. It was amazing to hear Daniel soothe her, calming her. Daniel took her face in his hand and pushed her gently to him and like magic, they kissed. Carla thought she heard fireworks working in her head. It was like as if her brain circuit was blown away every time Daniel lips touched hers. She could feel Daniels hands wrapping around her waist. She gripped on his shoulders for support when the kiss went to mind blowing over-drive. If she hadn’t hold on, she was pretty sure she would have fallen even though she was sitting. Finally, after ages or aeons or at the speed of lightning; Carla could never tell, they broke apart. Carla opened her eyes and look at Daniel’s face. He was beaming at her like a small child given a sweet.
“Why are you smiling at me like that?” Carla asked as she pushed away gently but Daniel did not let go.
“Do you know that you drive me wild every time we kissed? I mean, seriously.”
“Of course, I am a wild girl.” The both of them laughed. Daniel looked at the television, still holding on to Carla. Then Carla rested her head on his chest and let out a deep sigh.
“I am so glad we’re together.” Daniel hugged her even tighter.
When Carla woke up, she was so happy to see Daniel’s face facing her. He was still in deep sleep; he decided to sleep with her. When she says sleep, she really meant sleep. In the literal form. Carla just lie on her side of her bed and stared into Daniel’s sleeping face, taking every inch of his face with her eyes. The masculine jaw he had, the eyes that were big though they were tight shut at that moment, the lips that always send shockwave throughout her body whenever it was in contact with her lips. Carla smiled; how could she ever thought that it was a heavy price to pay to be his girlfriend? She felt herself so light at that moment. Carla got up from her bed to make some tea, she was feeling the need to rejuvenate. She took one last look at Daniel and walked to the kitchen that was in her suite room.
Carla sipped the tea while reading the newspaper. There was another news about Daniel and her but she did not let it get to her. Suddenly, she felt Daniel kissed her cheek. She looked up, Daniel was beaming at her.
“Nice sleep?” Carla asked as Daniel sat down and poured himself some tea.
“Yeah, it was great. I dream about my mother.”
“Hmm.... maybe you miss her?” Daniel shook his head at this suggestion. Carla could not understand why Daniel would change the topic every time they came too close on the topic of Daniel’s mother. But Carla only shrugged and continued to read the article about Daniel and her. Then, after a few minutes of silent, the door was knocked. Carla got up and opened the door; it was Jenny.
Jenny said hi to Daniel who merely waved back, then she dragged Carla away from Daniel to get a privacy chat.
“What is he doing here?” jenny asked, concern etched on her face.
“He slept here last night. Don’t get me wrong, we just really slept.” Carla explained. jenny sat down one the bed and looked at Carla seriously. Carla shifted her gaze; she felt as if she was being scanned for the truth. Even though Carla knew that she was telling the truth, it was still uncomfortable.
“Anyway, I am here to bring you news. You GCEs result are out. You will receive it in the later afternoon today. So you have to meet me at five o’clock.” Carla felt her heartbeat stopped. She could not breath. The result was out; now she would know if she could continue with college. She remembered when she was in the examination hall, taking the test. At that point, it all seemed quite easy, now thinking about it, she could have done a whole lot of mistake. She didn’t know, she didn’t had the time to check.
The day went by as if time was bewitched to move two times faster than usual. Carla just had another full day of interviews. She kept giving up wrong answers as she was not concentrating. She felt like that day was the worst day of her life and yesterday’s confusion was nothing compared to the confusion she was feeling at that very moment. Carla breath in slowly as she press the lift button. She waited for a whole of one minute, finally, the lift came. Carla pressed the level where jenny’s room was situated; level 5. When Carla reached at the front door of Jenny’s room, she was still contemplating on whether she should know it. Did she really wanted to know her result? But before she could answer that question, Jenny opened the door. The envelope at one hand.
“Come in, then I will give you this.” Jenny said as she shook the hand that held the letter of result. Carla could not talk, nevertheless, she went in. Carla sat on the edge as Jenny sat beside her and gave her the letter. Carla took it and stared at it as if it could be torn itself.
“Open it! Come on, carla. It can’t be that bad.” Jenny said, excited. Carla slowly tore of the envelope. When it was open enough to take out the letter, carla, once again, just stared at the content. Jenny gave her a litte nudge.
“So this is it, huh?” carla said in a whisper.
“Come on, just read it. Get over it.”
Carla took out her result slip and stared at it with all her brain power, drinking all of the words on the little piece of paper. Tears started to well up her eyes.
GCSEs RESULT SLIP
CARLA DIANNE GARNER HAS ACHIEVED
ENGLISH A*
MATHEMATICS A*
SCIENCE/ BIOLOGY B
FRENCH A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS A*
HISTORY A*
“Oh my god, carla. This is real good.” Jenny said after reading the result with carla. Carla wiped off the tears of joy that slipped down her cheeks. She could not believed that her dream had came true. She had enough to go take her GCE A. Carla was so overwhelmed with happiness that she gave Jenny a hug which was return. She felt really great; the day was turning out better that she had expected.

Yo what's up, people? I feel so good! hahaha! I think chapter 8 is great.I have finished it. I hope you guys like it....My editors ( U NOE WHO U ARE) tell me what you think, ok?
so here it is, you guys.

Chapter 8
Carla woke up with bliss; she had so much fun yesterday at the after-movie party. She remembered dancing with Sophia who was a great dancer. Sophia was so surprised with the news that Daniel and Carla was a couple that she went to asked Carla; demanding to know whether it was true.
“Yeah, It’s true.” Carla remembered saying. Sophia gave Carla a big sisterly hugged after Carla said that. It was as if in Carla’s happiness lies Sophia’s happiness as well. Carla smiled as she reminisces last night. She looked at the clock on her night table; it was eight o’clock. Carla got out of her bed to go to the bathroom. She had to attend a conference about the movie in two hours time; she had better be ready for it. Carla thanked the heaven silently in her heart for the casualness that is allowed for the conference; she still remembered the hassle she had gone through just for the movie premier yesterday. It was something she did not want to go through ever again.
Carla got out of the bathroom after an hour of soaking herself in the warm water. She felt rejuvenated and fresh however when she looked at her clock, she panic a little. She was going to be really late of she did not get dress soon. Carla quickly slipped on her khaki pants and her shirt. She did nothing to her hair except combed it, with a last bit of putting lip gloss, Carla went out of her suite, rushing.
Just as she was rushing to the lift, Carla’s mother got out of her room.
“Mom, I am so glad I get to see you!” Carla exclaimed as she hugged her mother. Mrs. Garner hugged her daughter back, tightly. Carla let go and looked up at the face that always give her calmness and harmony.
“Go, honey, before jenny screams downstairs and report a missing person case to the police.” Mrs. Garner said, jokingly. Carla slapped her forehead. She forgot about her promised she made to jenny last night. She had promised to meet her at the lobby by nine in the morning. It was already half past nine. Carla rushed down by stairs, luckily her room was situated on the third floor. When, finally, she reached the lobby, she found jenny sitting in one of the sofas in the lobby reading the newspaper.
“Oh my god, Jenny, I am so sorry. I really forgot about this meeting with you.” Carla apologised. She sat on the sofa in front of Jenny’s. Jenny was still reading the newspaper intently, was this a sign that Jenny was, finally angry, with Carla? Jenny had never once scolded Carla for her mistake. She was always an encouraging friend. Carla just sat there, breathing in the awkward air that surrounded Jenny and her. Finally, Jenny looked up.
“You should read this.” Jenny said as she passed the newspaper to Carla. Carla looked at the front page. She could not believe her eyes or the picture that was in the front page. It was the picture of Daniel and herself kissing with Emma Watson picture beside it. If the picture was bad enough, Carla was in for a rough surprise, the headline said; ‘HAS DANIEL LOST HIS MIND?’ Carla did not understand the heading. Lost his mind? What could that possibly mean, Carla thought to herself. After reading the sub headline, comprehension started to dawn her. She held back her tears as she read more, drinking poison about her written in the news paper.
HAS DANIEL LOST HIS MIND?
Daniel Choose an ugly duckling to a swan?
Yesterday was a big day for the cast of ‘Behind The Scene’ , the premier of the movie was a major success. With the line up of fans in front of the theatre even before the movie aired would be more than evidence. ‘Behind The Scene’ is a story worthy to watch by anyone from the young age to anyone who has wrinkles coming out of control. It shows the mature side of Daniel Radcliffe and, yes, he can act other role just as well as he act harry potter. It was also a big day for new comer, Carla Garner, her performance wowed the audience like never before. You can see that she is passionate for acting and that could be the reason why Daniel Radcliffe chose her to be his girlfriend.
That’s true, people. He declared yesterday that Carla garner is his girlfriend. But why did he chose somebody who is nothing compared to Emma Watson? Who is just as passionate about acting and who is much more beautiful.
Carla could not read any longer. She felt her eyes stinging but still she held back the tears that were threatening to come out and pour down her cheeks. She looked at Jenny who was looking at her with a look of disgust and sympathy. Carla wanted to laugh at her expression; how could anyone have both of the expression on their faces at once. Jenny took the paper away from Carla’s hands.
“Well, I think that is all bull. I cannot believe that London times even let that crap get published.”
“It’s true, isn’t it? Emma is prettier than me. I should have known, Jenny. It is the price I have to pay being Daniel’s girl. Now the conference is going to be about why Daniel chose me. I feel sick...” Carla said as she touched her forehead, “am I having a fever?”
“Carla, don’t be ridiculous. You’re going to the conference and you’re not backing out. Don’t be so paranoid; trust in yourself, Daniel likes you. He chose you. He didn’t even chose, Emma was not his girlfriend and she won’t be. You can’t let the rumours get to you; you’ve got to be strong.”
If that was supposed to make Carla feel better, it did not once she was in the conference room. Not only was she bombarded with questions that were so irrelevant to the movie but she was getting paranoid at everything including Daniel. Every time she tried to get Daniel’s eye, he seemed to be avoiding her gaze. Was it true that Daniel has second thoughts? Or was it just her that realized Daniel did not look at her the whole time they were there. Carla was so deep in her thoughts that she did not hear the question that was for her until Mr. Dean nudged her.
“Oh, I am so sorry. What’s your question again?” She asked the reporter who was standing with a pen and notepad in her hands.
“How it feels being able to act in such a major production and being chosen from all the other girls that auditioned?”
“I have to say it feels really amazing. When I came to the open casting in London, there were so many other girls who were dying to get the role. When I found out that I was selected, I was thrilled and surprised at the same time. Now that I have acted in this movie, I can’t wait for the second movie to be film.” Carla finished. Finally, Daniel looked at her and wink. Carla smiled. All hope was not lost, then.
After the conference, the actors were lead out of the room to another room where they were supposed to give a one to one interview. Carla was feeling a little squeamish, she did not want to go through the whole Emma vs. Carla questions; she had enough for the day. She decided to skip the whole one to one interview and was about to walk out of the room when suddenly Daniel took her hands whilst she was walking.
“Where are you going?” he asked.
“I can’t stand this, Daniel. All the question about Emma and you. Questions that is irrelevant to the movie, about being your girlfriend. How can you stand that? People asking you why you pick me? The girl who is nothing compared to the great Emma Watson. Not that she’s not nice but still, you know.” Carla said. She hated that she sounded so pitiful but she could not help but feel a little depressed.
“Babe, you can’t let this get to you...”
“Easy for you to say; you’re not in my shoes, Dan. I am like the girl who stole you from Emma Watson by putting some voodoo magic.” Carla said feeling angry. Daniel just did not understand the things she had to go through for just being his girlfriend but before Daniel could retort, Carla’s name was called for the one to one interview. Carla walked away from Daniel, leaving him with his retort stuck inside his brain.
When Carla went in the room, she saw an Asian woman coming up to her to shake her hands. Carla shook her hands but could not put up a smile; she felt frustrated by how everyone was asking her to be strong. Carla sat at the opposite seat, facing the interviewee. The Woman in front of her beamed and looked at her clipboard. Then looked at Carla again.
“Hi, my name is Fiona Xie. I am from Singapore and I would be reporting the interview today with you for the magazine 8 days. So, congratulations on the success of the movie. How do you feel being able to be a part of it?”
“It’s feels really good. I never imagine that it was going to be huge. I mean, some of my friends did tell me the movie was talked about everywhere but I never thought that it was going to be this huge. I cannot put in words of how I feel to be a part of this but one think I am sure is that, I guess, I am lucky to have this experience. Really lucky.”
“Ok. Were you intimidated at all when you knew that Daniel Radcliffe was going to act as your love interest?”
“Of course,” both the reporter and Carla laughed, “it was really a surprised. When I went for the open casting, I really had no idea I am going to act alongside with him. It was not until I saw him in the producer’s office. I almost fainted there and then. It was really a shock.”
The interview went on and on. Carla felt, amazingly, light headed all through that day. Fiona, the reporter, was kind and she only interviewed about the movie. They laughed at some ridiculous moments Carla experienced while filming the movie and talk seriously about the career Carla could see herself in. Finally, the interview came to an end and it was a whole fifteen minutes. Fiona said thanks and shook Carla’s hands as Carla went of the room.
The place was empty except for Jenny who was sitting in the corner, reading a magazine. Carla went to her and tapped her shoulder. Jenny looked up from the magazine.
“So how was it?” Jenny asked as she pick up her bag and walked out of the room with carla tagging along.
“It was fine. The reporter was nice. Nothing about Daniel and me, at least. I think this whole relationship with him is not going on well. I just vent my frustration on him before i went in that interview.” Carla said glumly. She recalled the look on daniel’s face when he could not say what he was thinking. Would Daniel forgive her for that hurtful words she just spat at him? Carla exhaled loudly as they reached the lift.
“Don’t be too harsh on yourself. What relationship has no problems in it? It’s just a little misunderstanding. I am sure the both of you could work it out.” Jenny said. The lift door opened and the both of them went in. Carla was silently praying with all her might that Jenny was right.

Oh god....runnning out of ideas!!! Well here's chapter 7. It's a little short but bare with me, aight? Chapter eight will be alot of better.

Chapter 7
Carla could see flashes of light from cameras outside of the movie theatre. She was holding her breath, as the car got nearer to the red carpet. She could not believe what she was seeing; there was so many people surrounding the theatre. She looked at Daniel, who was looking at her with an expression of amusement.
“What?” Carla asked him, he just shrugged and looked away, smiling away. Carla frowned but let it pass, tonight was the night where Carla wanted to feel famous. She finally had that chance now and she was not going to spoil it. Or, in any case, let anyone spoil it for her. She took Daniel’s hand in hers and he turned with a little shock look on his face. Carla smiled and gave him a kiss on the mouth. Daniel kissed her back then they broke apart, smiling.
“You ready?” Daniel asked as the car came to a stop.
“As I will ever be.” Carla replied as Daniel opened the door. The first sound that came to her ears was the screams that could have had London tumbled over. She looked around, flashes of lights were everywhere. People screaming her name, waving at her as if they knew her, were everywhere. She was so overwhelmed with the situations that she could have stood there looking stunned all night but, luckily, Daniel was accustomed to the situation that he pulled her to the red carpet. They stopped for awhile to let the people take pictures of them. Daniel placed his hands at her waist and smiled. Carla looked at him with admiration; he was so confident and strong. Then Daniel looked at Carla, before she even knew it, he kissed her. In front of everyone. Distantly, Carla could hear people wolf whistle and clapping, flashes of light going out of control but it didn’t matter, all that matter was Daniel by her side.
The movie was great, she could not believe that she had acted so well. It was a touching story and she could hear people sniffing at the last part where ‘Rose’ and ‘John’ were united. When the credits rolled up, people stood up and clapped for them. Carla was so touch that she almost wanted to cry but she hold back her tears as she did not want to smudge her mascara; she remembered the hassle that she had gone through to achieve ‘Smokey’ eyes. All the producers and actors were asked to go to the front to answer a few questions. Carla saw Sophia when she was walking down the aisle to the front. Sophia beamed at her and gave Carla a hug when they were in close contact.
“Mister Dean, who came up with this wonderful idea of showing people what really happens behind the scene of the life of a superstar and a movie?” asked one of the audiences.
“People always wanted to know about a superstar’s life and behind the scene moments. So I thought; why not give them what they want? So the idea came naturally.” Mr. Dean said, smiling. The audience clapped and the host picked another audience for one last question.
“This one is for Daniel,” Said another audience who was chosen by the host, “Are you and Emma Watson dating?” Carla felt herself getting red; it might just sound just like a question but Carla still got a little hurt by how woefully ignorant some people can get. Didn’t the both of them just kissed outside in front of so many people, fans, paparazzi and the whole universe?
“No. I don’t know how many times I must say this. Emma and I are good friends, that’s all there ever can be. But if you would want to know, I have a girlfriend,” Daniel puts his hand around Carla’s waist, he beamed, “she’s Carla Garner.” Carla could feel herself getting red, she just hoped that it did not show. People all around started applauding, even carla’s mother.
“Carla do you have anything to say?” The host asked.
“Well, um, I want to say thanks to everyone here for coming to catch the movie.” The audience applaud so loud that carla was pretty sure that the floor moved. Then she could feel daniel’s breath in her ears, she leaned in closer so she could hear him whisper.
“Time to party.”